I am writing this because the Lord revealed something to me very important that I believe a lot of Saints can be edified in and blessed. So here it is...
I would pray and pray that God would remove all worldly desires from me, because it distracted me from pressing further into Christ. Now everyone has their own worldly desires that distract, for me it was TV, video games, movies etc. You know when I prayed this many times my faith was unshakable and I knew He would answer me without a doubt. However, as time passed it did not seem like God has answered my sincere prayers, I still went back to TV for comfort, back to video games, and back to movies to relax my troubled mind. I thought that God would just take these desires from me like that, POOF! But that is not always how God works, He is very mysterious and not slack in answering our prayers.
So what I have recently noticed that has been occurring over the last couple years is that I have become more and more restless, simply put; I CAN'T RELAX. I used to be able to sit on my couch on a lazy afternoon, watch TV and relax. But I can't anymore! Movies no longer give me any pleasure or satisfaction, nor do video games. All of it leaves me feeling empty. Now I have been a born again Christian for 6 years now, I long to grow closer to Christ. But I'm telling you, nothing anymore gave me relaxation! The enemy would feed me lies and I would buy them; It's late and I'm tired, so I'm gonna watch TV, but it gave me no rest and the emptiness lasted.
So what God recently revealed to me was that the feeling I had, of no relaxation, restlessness was only satisfied when I shut my door, got on my knees and talked with my Savior in a very personal way. THAT WAS IT! God did not answer my prayers by simply one day removing those desires from me. NO! My flesh still craved those things but Gods Holy Spirit that was given to me when I was born again longed to much for communion with Jesus Christ that I no longer found any pleasure in worldly pleasures, rather My soul was only truly satisfied when I drank of the water that only Christ can give.
God is so good! He doesn't always answer our prayers like we expect but he is Faithful and will do it in ways that we would have ever expected them.
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